Today is the second day of 2003. I actually feel refreshed and kind of with a clean slate. I have a lot of resolutions to fulfill this year..so I feel motivated to do something with my life. Here are my resolutions.. Here's all the bad things I want to stop cold turkey. Substance, Gambling, and Smoking. The only way to become a better person is to stop these 3 cold turkey. I am going to test my self control, and what better way than to stop those three trivial habits. The true test will come on the weekends, and I am pretty confident I can do w/o these three things. On a lighter note, I am going to start going to Church every Sunday. No one is down to go, so I am going to go by myself. There's a pretty big church near my house and I know other peeps that go there, so I'm looking forward to it. This Sunday I was supposed to go Clipp/Spurs game with BYC..but b/c of Church I sold my ticket. I also want to be more productive and leave some kind of mark on this world before I pass on. I seriously have a lot of time on my hands, and I need to spend my time in a productive manner. I am looking forward to meeting with Koala to start a business with him..hopefully by March/April we will be set and have found a location. In terns of being more productive, I am not quite sure what will satisfy me, but hopefully I will find something soon b/c I'm open to anything. I'll prolly start out volunteering and helping peeps that are less fortunate than me. B/c I am very grateful of my life and I shouldn't take anything for granted. My last and least important resolution is to find a girl. Honestly I shouldn't find one until I am ready within my heart to find one. Right now I am lost and I really don't know myself 100%, and until then I don't think it's fair on the girl and me to find someone that I can settle down with. Today and tomorrow work is a breeze...so I am going to start using my work time produtively. I should definitely take advantage of what I have. I'm glad that at least today I am positive, and I hope that I will keep this attitude for at least a couple months. Realistically....
posted by Yule at 8:30 AM

Monday morning!! BUrrn....especially after a fun and exciting weekend. Lets recap what we did. On Thurs night, we went to drink at palm tree..got faded..with the membaz..and then went to Velvet room with membaz, june and esther, and byc's gf's friends. Got pretty faded there..I was having a good time..then ebot hit my eye and my freaken contact lense popped out..it's a bt b/c i wear hard lenses and they cost 150 to replace!! Also b/c I was going to SD the next day..I had to go home to fucken pick up some old contacts that I can't even see well with. I'm wearing the old ones now..hopefully I get the new one soon. So I was faded and I had to drive home to Arcadia, pick up the lense..then drive all the way to HB to crash at BYC's pad. So Friday morning was our trip to SD. We got to SD around 2pm...checked into the Sheraton Suites..then picked up my beaner friend to go buy some carne asadas. WE tailgated..it was fucken grubbin and pretty fun. We all had a good time..but then we got pissed when we everyone lost their bets. FUcken kansas state barely won..and they were favored by 17 points!! AFter tailgating..we went to gaslamp to meet with my other co-workers and went to Ole Madrid. We all had a good time.got faded...and realized the peeps in SD are pretty outgoing and not stuck up. supposedly these dudes were talking to me..and they were gay!! I had no fucken idea. They kept asking me to come over with my friends b/c they had drugs and bitches..and i said coo.. When I asked the membaz..they were like hell no!! They said they're GAY!! fucken BT ....imma sure koko is gonna spread mad rumors..but i tell it how it is..it was fucken funny.but a bt too. That night we went back to the hotel and me and byc didn't want to sleep..so we went to E street alley..it was pretty bumpin and fun..we stayed there til 4am then went back to the hotel....On Sat..we drive to Mexico to eat at Puerto Nuevo....it was called "lobster City" pretty grubbin...pigged out there..and then we went to tj to party at this club called Mystery...TJ was fucken crazy...so many strip clubs..bars..clubs...and they fucken bug the shit out of you. Kinda' like EE TAE WON in korea. THey grab you and try to coerce you to go into their store...fucken annoying...also..u ahve to realize that tj is ghetto and has lotta fags and transexuals....b/c peeps talking about noody bars said that their "chicks don' have dicks" I was like waht the fuck? but later learned from locals that most bitches at strip clubs are dudes!! And they try to jack your wallet!! fucken bt huh? So we went 2 this club and there were so many babies tehre...literally they were 17 and 18..but they were oh so cute and fresh!! We all had a goodt iem and talked to a lot of them..I think we had an advantage b/c we were the only asians there.and...we got good vibes from all of them. There were 3 bitches I fell in love with.but they rejected me. We actually hooked up with this girl with big tittie..she shows jr her tits and told byc to poke em!! it was fucken funny....anyways we started walking home after the club and it started raining..but we also met this cute half flip and half white girl who was crying...right then koko knew wat was up so he tried to take care of her while she was vulnerable...anyways she ended up going back with us to the border b/c she had no ride...she was had such cute lips and a cute dimple. at first she was scared..obviously..18 year old girl..with 4 strangers in mexico!! she's crazy...but lucky we were nice guys..i ended up walking her to her hotel room...she was wearing my dm sweater and she was cold..but still i said gimme it back!! i felt bad..but she gave me a hug and a peck on the cheek..i totally knew i could stay there and hump..but my morals came over me...or maybe not!! anyays after that we all went back to the hotel....grubbed..then crashed..next day we woke up late and watched football..good trip is that we got all 3 nights fro only 150 bones!! b/c we complained..they fucken didn't clean the room for 3 days!!....anyways..im tired of writing...
posted by Yule at 8:59 AM