TOO MUCH TIME ON HANDS


Thursday, December 26, 2002
It's the day after CHRISTMAS and work is so slow. Nobody is here for reals. I actually kinda feel lonely/bored today. I think it's b/c of the holidays and stuff..but it's natural for me. During the holidays I like having a girl with me so I can do that special shiet for her...they always love that stuff..but this year I'm on my own. I actually was going to call Sarah to wish her Merry Xmas, but I was kinda scared that she might trip. I didn't get any gift from my parents. My brother gave me a travel bag..from tumi..pretty nice actually. I dont' expect anything from my parents b/c of the hospitality they provide me..that's enough. My brother and I got my parents a treadmill. I'm going to give my bro cash. We had some guests over yesterday, ate dinner, wtched lakers get killed by sac, watched like 5 movies all day. It was seriously all chill and reenegergizing my batteries. I'm going to need that recharging b/c 2mor I'm going to SD with byc and kansas to watch the holiday bowl. I'm looking forward to it. I love SD..weather is so nice, and the women are beautiful there. I still haven't figured out what to do for new years..but I'm sure something will happen. I don't feel like writing blog today..I only do it when I'm bored..and right now I'm restless..


Monday, December 23, 2002
Here we are, back to the grind. It's Monday, but it doesn't feel like Monday b/c Christmas is in two days, and work and everything is slow...so there's not much to do.This weekend Jenn got married. It was a very interesting experience for me in many ways. First of all, it was a trip that one of my closes friends finally got married. I mean I knew that it was some time soon, but actually going to the wedding and seeing her married was a trip. They were totally happy and in love, but in my point of view it made me realize and try to imagine my wedding. I actually never think about marrying or staying commtted, but seeing them made me realize that I should start thinking about it soon. I also realized, that family background is important from both sides of the bride/groom. It doesn't really matter in terms of financially, but in terms of communication and bonding. Seeing the split during the ceremony and non communication between Jen's and Jame's family was kinda sad, but inevitable. B/c you are marrying into the family not only the bride/groom, and their parents are yours and blah blah blah. I know that's traditional way of thinking, but I guess I am just like that. I also pictured myself up there with Sarah, and honestly when I was with her I totally thought I could marry her...but honestly I could not imagine myself up there with her..for many reaons...but especially b/c family. You could see that James and Jen both come from very stable, and warm and loving families. That shows in their kids..and that is so so important to me. James is a lucky man...b/c he has a good family, beautiful wife, and support from family/friends. Hopefully they last a long time. Their wedding was a nice setup, and the food was grubbin. The after party was fun too, but I couldn't hang so I left early. On Friday, Jeff and Koala come down to LA. Koala for good, and Jeff for the wedding. That nigga missed his flight this morning. I knew he was gonna do it...I dunno how he's going back up b/c that flight was nonrefundable. On Friday we went to intercrew and noraebang..It was actually kinda fun b/c of Koala, and noraebang was fun too..I actually sang..b/c I never sing but i was in a good mood. After that we went to eat at JINJOO, then went to hotel. On Sat we woke up to eat the breakfast buffet, went shopping with Jules, then came back and then went to SAGA. Saga was off the hinges....b/c we went with these two fine bitches..I'm not gonna talk about them b/c it'l get me horny and want to bone..they were fuckein fine and all the dyoos were checking them out...AFter that we went to jr.s pad and chilled..then went to hotel. Sunday went to wedding and that's bout it....Hope this is a good xmas...and I'm not really in the xmas mood.