TGIF!! Actually TGIF didn't start out too well. This morning I woke up late, and b/c of the storm last night/this morning there was crazy traffic on the 110 freeway. It was a BT b/c there were 3 accidents within a 2 mile span. The first accident was bad b/c a car hit a street light...while I was driving I was listening to news radio..so I knew what was ahead of me. It was already 730 and I was totally late for work. But I heard the second accident was worse than the first. The second accident..I drove past it and I could tell it was bad. A 4Runner had it's top cut off with the jaws of life, and pretty much it veered off the freeway and flipped down a hill. There were so many people who came out of their car to watch this..and that got me pissed b/c I hate spectator slowing..but as I was driving past...I heard the announcer on radio say there was a Fatality accident on 110 south right past ave 60!! That's where the fuck I was..such a bad trip dude....After that I prayed that I would drive safe to work..but I didn't close my eyes b/c I thought I would get into an accident. The 3rd accident was this car that totally crashed into a mud pile...it was sad too. I realized this morning that we could die anytime anyplace.and I'm pretty sure the majority of peeps aren't ready to die. NO one close to me has died..so I've been fortunate..but I realized that sooner or later something will happen..and we can't take life for granted and we should try to live life to the fullest while we are here on this earth. Honestly life is too short..and peeps don't realize it...If I died today..would I feel satisfied that I've lived my life to the fullest and left a mark on this world? Would people remember Yule for his great acts and shit? Or will everyone remember him as just a nobody who just had fun and jsut disappeared..the same way that he had appeared on this earth. It really got me thinking....I guess that's why I've been feeling unproductive lately...b/c I need to do something with my life. I hope the new year brings out something good on my life..and my families..and my friends...Yesterday I gave a bum a pack of cigarettes and I put 3 bucks hidden away inside. Kind of like a xmas present. I guess that was a good deed and it made me feel better..even if in the back of my head I knew he was gonna get cracked out....even so...he's got to do something to keep his mind off the reality of his situation...shiet...if i was a bum..sadly to say but I'd look forward to getting cracked out....
posted by Yule at 9:59 AM

Dude...what a sigh of relief. On Tuesday I went to freelance at DLC, and i was redoing one of the manager's machines. She had 600 megs of my documents..and I totally forgot to copy it. I was in a hurry and I was watching lakers...so I fucked up bigtime. She called me the next morning and started freaking about 5 years worth of shiet..I really felt bad and I was like uh...the computer crashed while the installation and all the my docs got corrupt. I said I only saw about 20 files in there..so it's not too much of a loss. Then she blew up and went off about 5 years of shiet!! I was like OMG..I couldn't say anything. I said I was busy and that I'd call her back. I was freaken nervous dude..b/c the company I work for is a political consulting party and they work directly with Riordan, the mayor, and high political figures. I thought they were gonna sue my ass b/c of highly confidential documents. And me, I never really stress..but this really stressed me out and i even had a dream about it Last night. Anyways..I had to confront her today..so during lunch I went there. She looked like she was gonna kill me. I said some more BS and tried to say I was restoring a backup..she believed me and left the room. I was shitting bricks b/c I knew I was gonna get jacked..and I couldn't even ask her to pay me. But miraculously..I prayed to GOD before I went in there..and sitting on the server was the MY DOCS folder!! It was amazing..I never put it there fosheezee...I was tripping out..like maybe it was a test or something..but seriously I checked it and it was legit. I think GOD was really awtching out for me. I later realized that the previous IT person set the setting where the MY DOCS automatically save on the server. Thank GOD for the guy I replaced!! I jsut got back..and seriously I feel so good and relieved...The company was so happy too...imagine losing 5 years of shiet...burn.....
posted by Yule at 12:44 PM

IT's actually a beautiful day today. Sun is shining, sky is blue, and the air is crisp. I just finished eating a breakfast burrito that I made from the potluck that we've been having. I finally figured out why mexican's have big butts and most are fat. All they eat is CARBS!! Potatoes, cheese, tortillas, rice, beans, cheese. Dizam..I think I've gained about 5 pounds in the last 2 days b/c I've been eating so much crap. But it sure tastes pretty dam good. Yesteraday I freelanced after work til 6:30!! pretty dam tired so yesterday was pretty uneventful. I went home, at chicken wings, watched laker game..which they lost..and played with Jung-Ah. I forgot to mention, Jung-ah is the 16 year old fobber who's living with us til GOD knows when. Her parents sent her here to learn English, but you know how it goes. She's just happy to be here. She's not fine..that's good actually. But she's cute in her lil own way. she's a total baby and kid though..I realized. She's funny b/c she doesn't do shit all day or night, but watch tv, eat, sleep, and go online. And she enjoys it!! She's never bored, and she's always smiling and laughing and nothing. Also, everytime I ask her something, she replies..I do'nt know. Honestly..the things I ask her are pretty simple too! Like..what do you want to do...what do you want to eat..Are you bored? All the answers were "I don't know.." You think I'm bsing..but I'm totally not. The final straw was..."What does your dad do?" I don't know...I was likeWTF?? It's still kinda funny though..I was thinking about it..and maybe that's how fobbers act?? Say I don't know to EVERYTHING..whatever...she's unusual...she's gonna stay with us for xmas, new years..and all that good stuff..so I guess it's cool b/c we have someone else at our house..so it's not quiet. She actually makes my parents laugh and stuff..kinda like a grandkid...so I think they're happy. Anyways...today is going to a day where I actually can work out and relax..actually gotta go to Sears to buy a treadmilll for folks..and gotta go to wherehouse..I gotta buy Foshizzle ST. NIzzle..that's the compelation that KROQ put out for XMAS..only 6 bucks!! Pretty good songs though...Well I'm going to take a dump now...
posted by Yule at 9:51 AM

Well it's Tuesday afternoon and I just finished eating my salad. I've been trying to eat healthy these days because I want to cleanse out my system of all the impurities and poisons I've introduced. Yesterday I bet big on Tennessee vs. Pats..but I'm still down from last week. I'm such an idiot..I should've bet the whole loss..then I would be totally even...but oh well. That's what gambling does to peeps..Drives them crazy. Well yesteray it started raining like cats and dogs. It was insane..I walked three blocks from my work to my car, and I was sofucken drenched..Seriously..the raindrops were as big as dimes. What pissed me off..is that I was stuck at a stoplight...and it was red for hella long..and these two beaners were sharing an umbrella in front of me and laughing at me get wet. That pissed me off so much that I just stared at them....hoping they could see my anger..but it started getting cold..and the dam light wouldn't change. I was so pissed. They didn't even offer me to share their umbrella. I know it would've been meta-gay for three dyoos to share one..but still..they shouldnt' have laughed...where's their Yuletide cheer? Fucken beaners...that's why I like working here at Immigration Court..b/c beaners try to ask me for help and shiet...Anyways..I just talked to my friend Jefferey Park from San Jose, and he said he's depressed. I'm worried about him..Lately he's been digging a deep hole...drinking alcohol, smoking marijuana, doing heroin, gambling, getting vc prostitutes....He used to be so innocent....I hope he can hear me out there..Jeff...come down to LA....I think ever since his parents put him in a halfway house up north, he got jacked up....I think I'll try to go up there and rescue him....Jeff...I'm worried about your holmes...
posted by Yule at 12:12 PM